.Sunday, October 22, 2006.
Duo in lOve....
DuO...well im not referring...to DuO maXwell of...GundaM winG...whO takes contrOl of DeaThscyThe...whiCH is my favOrite...GunDAm....EnoUgh of that...letS juSt ...go...straight to the point ...shaLL we?
...i juSt dOn't get it...why do guyS...loVE...a girL...then...suddenLy...malalamaN mo na lng or...you'll just feeL na...ur bf has a new oNe...
is it a game of loVE?
...and i just don't unDerstand y...laGe ako may kaagaw sa...lahat na lng ng tHinGs...
is it my fate? deStined ba na lage na lang gaNoN?
weLL...di kO naman maiwan ang guY...coZ...mahaL ko tlgah syah...hMmm..di ko alam if he knoWs that...di ko alam kung raMdam nya un...
duO in loVE...2 ang mahaL...alaM ko a perSon...has oNE heart...you know wat i mean...db..ung isa lng puso mo..so isa lng minamahaL mo...well iba iba nmn anG loVE eh..meh kanya kanyang plaCe un sa heart..pero...wat iam saying is...if meh BF ka man OR gf ka man..db sa knya lng puso mo..puso na isa lng...
...goSh...if oNly..na..pwedenG batakin anG sariLi...hah...ginawa ko na...i can hurt myselF...reaLLy...i did it na...last tiME..perO siyEmpre naisiP ko den na it is a sin...it is bad to hurt yourself...coZ it's God's giFt...so i can't...
Do i have a black cloUD?
anO ba yaN ha...my white cloUd left me...and now...a black cloud keepS on...foLLowing me...birO mo last tym i saw a black cat...den...i accidentally..broke...a..porCelain...thiNg sa hOUSe...i guEss that only means baD luCk....looK wat is happening to our reLatioNshiP...T_T...
WOU NAN GOU...
iM sad...napakasad sa mga nangyayari...sObra...buti iM stiLL surviviNg...sana nararamdaman ng isang tao na kilala ko...kung ano ang nararamdaman ko ngaun ..maybe...d nyah ramdam...it's getting hopeleSS..perO...etOh lang masasabi ko i want to hOld on...iaM alwaYS keepiNg these wOrds lage lage...here it goes:
.........reMeMber...wheN you feeL lost...when YoU feeL dOwn...dOn't looSe hOpe...coZ...deyr alwaYS...a ligHt at the end oF a tunneL...DeyR always be coMfort in every...harDshipS that u takE..a biG crOSS that you brinG..peAce of mind will soMeday...reach you ....and true happiness will come and find yoU...
......whoaH....im getting weaK......i cant stoP ...cryinG..tears are coMinG out...in my eyeS....d pain is insiDe...cannot get i t off........*siGh...
***I wiSh that he will remEmBer me...and reaLiZe...hOw muCh i loVE him anD how impOrtant...he is to me...eVenthouGh...iam not that iMpoRtant to him...i just wanted to let hiM kNow that i LOVE HIM SO MUCH!.....
and i wiLL loVE hiM 4-ever . . . . . .
.:My waLks in LifE:.